Andy T | | | Gold Digits

People always say, “hate me, it only makes me stronger” or 
“haters want to hate, haters want to play, Well I ain’t playing”
(okay, I totally made up the second one up, because it sounds funny)

The thing with me is that I can’t feed or thrive off of hate, 
Retaliation does feed me in a way, like everyone else. But it changes me.
Ultimately, its for acknowledgement, that we’re not wrong, It’s something innocent to want and have. It’s innocent, but only for so long…

So what do I do, when i’m in the midst of so much unkindness?
I suppose I should seek love and hopefully all the negativity becomes white noise.
I can’t possibly feed off of hate, at least, not anymore, It will eat me up and turn me into a monster thats far worse than I was ever in my life. Like a dark Charizard or dark Arthas from Warcraft 3.

In the midst of great horror. At times, I can easily be horror itself.